eugh.

I don't feel sick, just wrong. I binged dreadfully today.
So far, i've had:

cheese salad sandwich;

bowl of chocolate ice cream and maple sauce;

another cheese salad sandwich;

another bowl of chocolate ice cream and maple sauce;

two cheese toasties;

two more bowls of ice cream with maple sauce;

three glasses of rosé.

It's disgracful. And, i don't even feel full. I don't think even an obese person would eat this much in the space of 5hours. Why can't i just be normal?

i've set a perfect weight to aim for. Just 24lbs to go...

God, i hate me. No wonder men are running away - it's because i repulse them with my stupidly lardy body. ick. :( X